Thursday 7 May 2015

For what we really are!

[This is probably the second blog post of mine this year. First of all, i would like you to know that this long span of time i have been off this blog has been spent by me in many different phases. Happy, Sad, Broke, Hopeless, Romantic, Angry, Helpless, Sleepy et cetra to name only a few of the adjectives. I have been on an errand where i kept searching for meaning in life. Sounds philosophical? Yes, yes i know that tone. By meaning, i strictly refer to my career goals and future with my girlfriend (Now that you know i have one, congratulate me on this occasion). Today is dated 08/05/15, not a very special day but just another normal one where i go off to sleep at 2 am and wake up confused at ten. But yes, today i couldn't sleep and i am thankful to my sleeping habits for not letting me sleep. I have craved to get up at dawn but that craving hasn't been fulfilled in a long time.
This is the follow up you might need about me and my life.....Oh yes, a follow up to a short paragraph that i intend on writing. Shouldn't be very impressive but might be soothing.]

Under the grey skies awaiting the clouds to clear up so that the sun can shine bright, i walked down the empty lane with an expression on my face that i couldn't recognise. I suppose it was of bliss, and it should be so; given that kind of an atmosphere around me. I hadn't slept and i felt unfresh a few minutes back. A cold shower, water dripping down from the hairline, flowing through the shoulders, crippling your senses for a moment or two, was all i had taken and walked hurriedly out of the house (more like a room). Yellow and dark green leaves scattered under the trees that shook subtly in the chilly wind that was blowing. Oh that feeling! Oh that touch of nature!
I stopped walking for a second and thought about :

What we were created for and
What we have become.
What have we done to this world and
What we will do.

I am but a strange man thinking,
Thinking about the rest,
Thinking about the people who don't think,
Thinking about the people who are dead.


I thank you all for reading through it and if you feel its an waste of time, i wouldn't mind but ask you to slip on a cotton tee and light cotton pajamas and step out into the cradle of nature. Not in the heat, not in the cold, not in the rains but in the open, and just look around.